you should be thanked everyday!!!

Dear veteran/active duty: its because of you I live the life I live...thank you for my freedom!!!!

It was the SOLDIER not the the Reporter who gave you the freedom of the press.It was the SOLDIER not the poet you gave you the freedom of speech.It was the SOLDIER not the Campus Organizer who gave you the freedom to demomstrate.It was the SOLDIER not the the lawyer who gave youthe right to a fair trial.And it's the SOLDIER who salutes the FLAG, serves under the FLAG, whos coffin is draped by the FLAG and yets allows a protester to destroy HIS FLAG.Only the dead have seen the end of War.Freedom belongs to those who have the courage to defend it."~Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: Jesus Christ and the American soldier. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom!

I don't know if I can do this...

As I sit and reflect on my day, the only thought that comes to mind is " do i want to do this the rest of my life?" Do I want to be the girl that has to bring her kids to church all alone because my hubby is working, do I want to be the girl who can't seem to please her MIL. The girl who is all alone in this big strange city! I don't like this! I got an invite today for the holiday party at my new work. It is on a Friday so will B be able to make it, doubtful!

I'm kind of sick of this being all alone shit! and excuse my language but I'm bothered! I was rear-ended last week on my way to my 2nd day of work, and ended up having to go to the ER after work because my back hurt so fricken bad! I couldn't help but thing if it wasn't for B i would be in this stupid town having this happen to me all alone! I hate going to the ER alone. Doctor's visits I can do, but the ER in a new town...sucks..especially when I can't find them damn place.

And...I'm probably going to have to spend Christmas here, with his family, without him. It's not that I don't like his family, its just his traditions are not mine, and he won't even be here! I don't want to spend Christmas with his family, without him.

Anyway work is still going great, I had my first day in the OR today, and it wasn't so bad. I didn't actually run the C-Arm I just observed but still it was okay.

I think after all this stupid crying and feeling sorry for myself, I'm going to go get some ice cream.

but not at the Dairy Queen because THIS STUPID TOWN DOESN'T HAVE A DAIRY QUEEN!!!! EXCUSE ME BUT WHAT THE F! How can a girl survive without a DQ?

Signing Off

a SAd and lonely

~*KJ*~

AHHHHHH

My first day of work was yesterday! It was awesome!!! I met someone famous...of course I can't tell you who. (That would be a HIPPA violation and I would lose my license!) Anyway for it being my first day, that was neat! I had today off, I woke up, got out of bed, and was sad because I didn't have to go to work. I'm looking forward to going to tomorrow though. I'll be doing mostly the OR rotation. Which will be okay since I'll get lots of experience and then will rock that C-ARM!!! Wippie! Go me!!!

Wedding plans are coming along! I found the Gap Clearnce Store. This, my friends, it the real Gap Outlet. Also includes Banana Republic and Old Navy! I got some sweet favors there, two for 26 cents!!! Talk about crazy good deal!!! Yet, I keep having to make trips to go get them as they only let you buy 10 of a style at a time. I'm getting there!

Oh.. and have you heard of zappos?

I ordered shoes from them last night. (10:34pm) Free shipping! They upgraded me to overnight for FREE!!! The UPS knocked on the door at like 10:36 am with my shoes this morning!!! I'm so excited!!! Yet I had to exchange them, as they are to narrow. I called them and they made me a VIP!!!

Check them out!

Alright.

Well I need to see if my MIL will help me with my pants that I'm bringing to get altered. I also need to pack a lunch and figure out what I'm going to wear to work tomorrow.

Take care!!!

Signing Off

a hoping to meet another celebrity tomorrow-

~*KJ*~

Job!!!

HEY!!!! I know I'm like never around!! But I'm learning the life of being a live in soon to be step mom and a live in soon to be daughter in law...and I'm just not around my computer enough anymore...because the stupid battery doesn't last so i have to keep it plugged in and it is to much hassle to unplug it and bring it to another room and then plug it in!

Anyway!!! I got a job! I'm super excited about it!!!! I start the 26th!! Yippie!!!!

Also: News flash: It is fall here...has been for a few weeks...the leaves are changing and falling...not freezing to death while still green!!! I've never (or at least can't remember) experienced a fall that has lasted this long, or been this beautiful! I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll post pictures soon!!!

Anyway I'm off!!

Signing Off...

a looking for skype friends

KJ

All Unpacked!

Well I'm here in Ohio!

I'm all unpacked, well expect for a few bags...I got sick of moving! I'll get to them eventually!!! It has been nice being here! A is almost always happy to see me...and that makes my day! B leaves for MN tomorrow...but he will be back next week! It has been super nice seeing him on his days off actually...I have forgotten what that was like!

Just a few quick updates then I'm going to hang out with B!

Well okay just one...

JOB INTERVIEW ON TUESDAY!!! It is for an xray machine operator position, which I'm a Radiologic Technologist. Meaning I have more certifications...so we will see! But I actually have an interview!!!

Anyway Thats it..

Signing Off

KJ